is it weird to not eat? and only drink fluid instead? because i've been doing this for about three days now, and i highly doubt it's an eating disorder, but i just don't like the sensation of eating. i've been secretly disposing of my dinner (force-feeding my cat/throwing it off my roof/spitting it into tissues ((there weren't many tissues in the box left after this))/moving it around my plate alot and squishing it all to one end so it LOOKED like i'd been eating it/feeding it to my father when mother wasn't looking etc...) i don't know what to think of myself. i'm sort of worried, but sort of not. i know i'll never get down to the 50's though, if i don't stop shovelling horse-loads of food into myself. so...yeah. :/ awkward decisions in life. it was a very facepalm moment.
ALSO: HELIUM BALLOONS. AMIRITE?!
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