Passive Aggressive

so there are always those moods where you stop and think: "i could easily go after someone with a knife right about now." or maybe you're one of those people that think: "wow. that was incredibly innapropriate. i may step on their foot subtly later on." or maybe you're one of those psychotic killers that go out and instantly kill the first person you see and drag the body behind some bushes and then get the hell out of there.

now, we've all had those morbid moods. but then there are those moods where you just feel like bursting into tears, or eating a whole five packets of your favourite flavoured chips, or telling the 440 bus driver things that should not be repeated on a site, much less a site that may be being stalked by family members of mine.

or what about the moods where you want to sing all your favourite abba hits really really loudly and embarrass everyone around you? or tell a boy you love them and then go and jump on their bed and make it really messy? or what about those moods where you feel really kind, and you go and make your mum a hot water bottle and read her german bedtime stories?

my life is one massive infusion of all of these feelings put together in one, and it can sometimes get very crowded in my head, with lots of thoughts, feelings and paddy's jokes going every which way. (who might i add, has given a continuous nostalgic feel on all aspects of my life in past months, and i truly thank him for it). days are long, hours are hard but it all pays off in the end.

yeah...it was one of those days.